Sometimes I can’t get over how much I’ve changed….like last night vince and I got froyo and they weigh it so you know how much to pay and mine was like $1.50 more than his lolololol like I always eat more than him and I think that’s neat
I made a fitness instagram since I plan on getting huge over the summer (lol) so you can follow it if ya want and id love you! (But only if fitness stuff doesn’t trigger you!!!)
Adding stuff to my wishlist > studying…I have a problem
My birthday is in 9 days :D
Do you ever feel like life could definitely be better but you are too scared to lose the life you have now to open yourself up to better? Like…you somehow want both and you don’t understand why you can’t just be happier with the things that make you happy now?
So I’ve been coming up with a ton of recipes lately like juicing and snacks and meals too so I was thinking of possibly starting a food blog over the summer! Like a lifestyle blog, but with a focus on food?? Would anyone follow me though haha…
If any of you could just help out a little it could possibly help us SO MUCH. We might not have the chance to help my mom… please please help if you can. Every dollar will count for something :)
And honestly, I don’t want you guys to think I’m asking for like hundreds of dollars but even just $1 would help in the long run. I’m just really scared and I refuse to believe we can’t afford to save my mom’s life.
So I’m all for eating what makes you happy and not restricting anything
I’ve been eating crap for like nearly every meal everyday lol and I feel like crap I’m so tired and cranky and it’s really messing with my body so just for a couple days I’m gunna try to start eating more veggies and fruit and stuff and maybe that’ll help???
Idk I’m just tired of not feeling good and I know I’ve been eating crappy because I’ve been down and tired and not wanting to cook anything…so I’ll go to the veggie stand today and stock uppppp
Like…I just want breakfast in bed or flowers or to be taken out to dinner without having to ask or for you to go to church with me even if it is “early” or for you to idk do ANYTHING to show that you care about me even close to as much as you care about you.
I just want to not care so damn much about you. I want to stop making you the center of my universe when I’m just a part of yours. I want to mean something, I want to feel special. I want to feel like if I were to leave your life would be broken and shattered just like mine was when you left.
I just want to matter.
So I’m in the honors college at my school and in order to graduate with the honors recognition I have to write a thesis over the length of my senior year. So I’m taking this workshop right now that is 6 weeks long and we meet with 3 professors who have been a part of the honors college for a long time and they kind of help us develop our ideas into topics so that we can be ahead of the game come senior year.
Well, I brought my topic today to class and after class one of the professors offered to be my thesis director because he felt my thesis was going to be really great and he wanted to help me with it! I’m so excited right now because he’s going to help me find a committee member who is an expert in the area (we each have to work with a staff member and an expert) and he just seems really excited about it!
This just made my day because ever since my freshman year, thesis has seemed daunting and scary but now it seems like a great opportunity to research and write about something I am passionate about!
Woke up early today so I could relax with my breakfast instead of rushing out the door :) feels so nice! Heading to the gym and then class and then ill be studying at the pool all day!
Cheers to exam week!